whatever ...

I just want to tell that I'm very tired , tired ,tired w/ alllll this problems. What can i do to be happy again and back to a previous life? Now, i've lost a friends and a 'love'. what the next?
seriously aku tak kisah lansung kalau hilang dia daripada hilang kawan. hm perlu ke kita nak bermusuh sebab dia ? and lagi pun dah sah sah dia pilih kau bukan aku, so perlu ke aku nak berharap dia terima aku balik? I'm not the kind of lady like that !